who is killavsn?

THE HIDDEN LIGHT

Seen, but just don’t do too much.
I wear the shadows as my robe.
I drape it over my heart and my mind.
Alone I’d quietly stay,
In isolation's gentle embrace.

I moved too often. Far and wide,
And in the process I built a wall that none could climb.
The distance came, and I welcomed it with open arms
It became the way I lived and eventually… the way I’d hide.
No one could stay close for too long,

I never give enough
For in the dark, I keep my IDENTITY.
A secret place, a hidden goal.
And though I long to feel the sun,
I fear what happens when it’s done.

THE SENSITIVE SHADOW

A quiet, constant friend,
For the shadows knew how misunderstood I was.
They held my hand at the end of the day.

The closer you came,
The smaller I became,
But the distance spread me thin and weirdly enough hardened me.

I am soft, like the shadows cast,
Sensitive to every breath,
Every WORD that breaks the air.

I dance with the light, in ways unseen,
Only for those who understand the language of the night’s embrace,
For my IDENTITY lies in the shadows.

Are you brave enough to step so near,
To find what lies within?
You may find that I am not so different from you, light.

I AM KILLAVSN

It is time to show a glimpse of my identity.
To walk with my new friend, the light, and their embrace,
To let my dear friend, the shadows, find their well deserved rest.

For now, the time is finally here—
To stand… TO SHINE.
I deserve to be seen and not concealed,
To let my truth be fully revealed.

I am worthy to no longer hide.
Worthy to be seen with open eyes,
Worthy to be known, to be adored, and
no longer allow my heart to be ignored.

I can hold my core, still true, still WHOLE,
While letting light, and color, flow.
Thank you, shadow, for all you’ve hidden,
For the strength to claim what’s been rightfully mine all along.

I rise, I stand, and now I see—
I am KILLAVSN, finally free.